Was it the way I made the cage? Was it because I left my dogs near the cage overnight? But I made it STRONG, I didn't know it was even breakable. My dog even busted herself open on the sharp edges of the chicken wire, so you'd think the pain would've stopped her... but no.
I think I'm telling people I am sadder than I am. I'm very... questioning. Self-defeating. I feel like I was stupid. Like I could've saved a life. Like I'm a terrible chicken owner. These were my first chickens ever. My fiancee is a farm boy though... he's lived with like 10 hunting dogs and hundreds of chickens and there's been a couple problems, yeah, but he said the chickens would be fine in such a well-built pen. He is sad for me, too.
Should I try again? I plan on crating the dog at night now. If I ever see her again. Last I checked she was on the side of the house cowering from me. She knows she pissed mum off. I feel bad but I caught the chicken in her mouth, so I had to punish her. It's not like I beat her up or anything, but she's a loyal puppy that never wants to see mum upset, so when she had me screaming at her, she hid and now won't come out.
*sigh* Poor little chickens now in the corner of my livingroom (laminate, thank goodness) huddled up. I hope they didn't see the death of their friend/family.
Should I try again? I mean, this happens right? Right? Am I a bad person? I thought it was safe. I'd have never... I swear.. if I'd known...
