Blessings to you too. My gran died a few weeks ago, i will be thinking of her tonight. Even though im not a spiritual person, i can still take time to remember happy times with her. And try not to get too up set.
'If you just close your eyes and block your ears, to the acumulated knowlage of the last 2000 years,
then morally guess what your off the hook, and thank Christ you only have to read one book'