Sorry!

[SarahJane]

I would just like to apologise..... there are 2 people on here that are waiting for post from me, one is the book swap, the other some seeds I promised.
I havent been on here for quite a while. ( Yes, I have missed it like mad!) I havent been verey well......(remember all the teeth/jaw/face numbness etc) and have had a few trips to hospital for not-very-nice procedures!
I am due to go in hospital next Wednesday for the main op on my face, fingers crossed, now that I am well enough.
It completely slipped my mind re the post, but I hope to rectify that on Monday. I have parcels and letters galore to take to the post office, but when I have been at work I leave so early and come back so late, and I have started a new job.....its just crazy at the moment!
So, sorry once again.

[Shirley]

I'm sure that whoever it is that is waiting will fully understand. Poor you. I hope your op goes well.

[SarahJane]

I'm sure that whoever it is that is waiting will fully understand. Poor you. I hope your op goes well.

I hope you are right, I feel very mean! But I am getting things in order and will rectify it.

Thanks for the good wishes...... I have had the op cancelled twice due to ill healthand this is the closest I have got to having it done. So , roll on next Thursday , when it will all be over and done with!

I cant believe I have got 30 pages of posts to catch up on!

[becks77]

Best wishes and a speedy recovery

[Millymollymandy]

Hope all goes well and you can finally say goodbye to all the nasty problems you've been having!

[red]

oh poor you - hope you get the op and onto the road to recovery

[mrsflibble]

awww, get well soon!

[Green Aura]

Hey honey, glad to see you're surfacing.

I'll be down again in 3-4 weeks. I'll try and get over if I can.

In the meantime -

[SarahJane]

Hey honey, glad to see you're surfacing.

I'll be down again in 3-4 weeks. I'll try and get over if I can.

In the meantime -

Yes, I am surfacing.......and it feels nice. A bit stressed about Wed, and now they are saying my stress is causing my blood pressure to be high, which in turn is making me more stressed coz if its too high on Wed they wont do the op!!

They have given me Diazepam to take on the morning and my gp has written a letter to say that I suffer with anxiety and "white coat syndrome", so fingers crossed it will all be ok and it will go ahead as planned.

Would be great to see you when you are down. OH and I are going on holiday the last week in April first week in May, will pm you with the dates and hope we can sort something out. xx

[SarahJane]

I am gutted! I got myself psyched up and ready for my op ( which I have had cancelled twice before and been waiting for for 12 months) got as far as being driven to the hospital , after making sure I had time off work and work was covered, someone looking after the house and cat, enough shopping in to last me for a while in case I wasnt up to driving etc, also phoned the hospital at 9am to make sure there was a bed and was told all was fine, only to get a phone call from the hospital to say that they had to cancel the op as an emergency had come in. Dont get me wrong, if there is an emergency they have to take precedence , I am just so flat and frustrated and gutted that I now have to wait, yet again and go through all this pre-stress again.

[Millymollymandy]

I'm so sorry! How horribly frustrating and when you are all psyched up, and having had to organise loads of things too. I hope they can fit you in soon.

[SarahJane]

You wont believe this!!! I am STILL really upset and frustrated!!


I think I will have to go and dig something to vent my frustration!

[Millymollymandy]

And they wanted your blood pressure to be lower Yes go and do some digging or preferably hack down some brambles or even get your axe out and chop some logs - just not when there is anybody near you!